Profess....?
My friend just professed his feelings towards me. I, myself, have no feelings towards anything at the moment. That in itself is sad. Anyway, point being: What do you do when a close friend says this to you. Belligerently drunk, says these things he'll most likely regret in the morning. While I worry about him. I have and made things ''lay low'' for a long, long time.
I believe everything he said though.
I think that is what bothered me the most. No, Nicki, you're not supposed to feel. You're just not. But I felt his pain. I'm greately disturbed and worried right now about my friend. How can I be this person that he greatly admires? What is it about me? But that is besides the point. I just hope he will be okay. I'm sure he will. I just don'tknow if I'll be too scared off.
I'm easily scared off if I'm approached to too strongly.
Maybe I'm the one that's messed up.
I have had ac ouple drinks in me.
But this outbreak of his really scares me. Maybe I should'nt be friends with anyone if this is going to happen. If I make people have breakdowns. I care about him too much to cause him that pain. What pain he vocalized.......it was haunting.
Truely haunting.
We'll see what happens. I'm hoping he won't remember it. He seemed so sick.
KeenEyedTruthSeeker (2007-08-31)
Liquid courage! It appears your friend needed it. You also need courage because you're willing to runaway from someone special because you have insecurities too. What is life for if it's not to "live" and to take chances? How much time does it take to learn to be real? Good luck! KeenEyedTruthSeeker
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