Disarm me.

I want to punch someone right now.  Or some thing.  Or cause some major damage.  It's taking every little bit of me not to start throwing shit around, screaming at the top of my lungs, and hurting myself in the process.

Why?

I don't quite know why.  Nothing significant happened to make me start feeling this way.  It has been more low key but the past couple days I've been so very irritated with everything.  I just want to be left alone.

I'm just fed up with everything.  I just want to get up and move somewhere and not let anyone know about it.  Vanish without a trace.  Go somewhere else.  Maybe make some friends who will appreciate me.  I don't know

Fuck.  Depressed much?  The fact that I would be fine laying around or in bed all day not talking to anyone is a little unnerving.

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Wanderlust

I'm officially going to visit my friend who's in the Navy in Washington State from Jan 4th-13th.  Those dates just won't come fast enough.  Maybe this is finally my ticket out of here.  My mom of all people said she'd pay for my ticket to go back and stay if I decided to!  Shit, man.  It's a pretty good offer.  But when I'm there for a week I'll do my surveying and detective work and decide.  Hopefully it'll be a yes.  I'm sick of the bullshit here in WI.  I know it's inevitable where ever I go, but whatever.

Extreme case of wanderlust.

Trying to finish this semester.  Math is kicking my ass as usual.  Anyone else dyscalculiaic out there?

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